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"i think i have to move on..," yeah, and i have to say it out loud..
i do not know why.. these couple weeks, i always feel mellow when i look at my blog.. i have many topics to writr, but what i can only think is about my late father.. maybe because i miss him so bad.. wait, not so bad.. it is just quite huge..


enough...
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anyway, i just watched "twilight" in senayan city xxi, with three studios playing it.. i arrived at the theatre at 5.45 PM, however i got the ticket for 8.45 PM show.. yeah, it was not worth it for a movie with the cheesy ending.. i wonder why many people are obssesed with the 'harlequen style' movie, and call themselves "the twilighters"??? ooh come on..
okay, maybe i am too subjective.. i also have not read the novel.. but still, for me the euphorias for that movie are too much..

then what else?
hmm.. i want to go picnic, have a vacation, to relax my mind, to fulfil my energy.. i have two tickets to dunia fantasi that will expired on december 30.. i think i have to go there.. but when will be the right to go, the routine is killing me? ah... i do not know..

hmm..
tommorow is the aidil adha.. i think i have to get some rest..

ps for muai: i love u.. i love u.. i love u..

desember is coming...

*sigh...*
i just realized that i only write about my father last month.. and it makes me feel stuck... yeah stuck, like i haven't recharge my digicam since he was passed away... i do not know when will i see that photos... (or even just recharge the digicam...)

anyway...
it's been a year (and counting) my relationship with muai ... I'm so happy to have him beside me... i love u muai...

40 days later..

many people came.. most of them my neighbours, still..
there were also some relatives.. "jatibaru" citizents, "ciputat" citizentz, my two aunts from surabaya, my uncle woro+his daughter, my cousins from berlan, cibubur, rawamangun, cinere, and my lovely uncle&aunt from kemanggisan..
my special guest, muai sayang who wore "baju takwa"..

the "huge" thing that i remember was, "didn't you stay at bedugul,de? it's a beautiful site,right?"
*he said after my coming from bali, he also wore the t-shirt i gave him..*

i miss u Pak, like the old times..
24.09.2008 - 01.11.2008