pani vs the world..

it was happened friday, January 9 2009.
since i have to stayed at bapepam LK until 7.30 PM for the lame press conference..
then, muai just went home, without asking me...
I knew he was sick, but still..
he made me didn't have a choice than join "the kongkow thingy" with some 'friends' from indopasific.. i didn't have any problem with this PR consultant... i just didn't want to see two people from that company... since those people made me sick..
at 10 PM my worst dream ever happened...the person i hated, join us at that place... and because i was nauseated with him...i instantly going out from that restaurant, find a cab, and went home...
in the cab.. i was looking for a friend to chatt... syl was online, bt she did't replied any of my text.. then i choose someone that i thought right to talk with... but i was wrong... he moocked me right the time the taxi driver had the wrong turn... i hate him, i hate the taxi driver also, i hate them all..
finally i got home.. sending the sarcasm text,"aku sudah sampai rumah.. terima kasih sudah membuat hariku buruk.."

100 days later: r.e.l.i.e.v.e..

today my mom organized 'pengajian' to memorize 100 day's my father had passed away.. i did not pay much attention to that event.. not because i did not care with my father.. i just did not like the feeling when people give a pity to me..
however, my mom got help from aunt grand ma&aunt from bekasi, aunt grand ma&aunt from ciputat, and ceu iim from tn abang.. my aunt from jatibaru did not came, only her daughter ika&his husband om teguh who gave a hand to pull back in my father's car to the garage..

after the event, i felt so happy since many people came.. most of them still my neighbors, my mom's friends from pengajian 'Al Latifa'..
there were also my uncles&aunts from kemanggisan&kelapa dua, my cussons from jatiwaringin, cibubur, berlan, rawamangun, and cinere..
there were also muai, and mba mingky's friends ilham&henry..

after this event, i think my mom will organize another 'selametan' for mbah putri 40 days..

*sigh*

hopefully there wont be many tragedies this year..

happy new year 2009..

i had the most 'awesome' new year's eve celebration in my life..

i accompanied muai who has to report the situation in monas..
better than goin into the crowth.. muai&me just made an observation from 'wisma antara' roof top..

i've made some photos with my digicam.. not really good, just nice.. unfortunately, i didn't make any capture of myself.. *so silly*
but, antara photographer, Prasetyo Utomo, captured us with his SLR camera..
i think by the time i got those photos, i will use it as my profil photo on my FB.. *teteup yah..*

if i can elaborate in bahasa, my new year's eve was awesome because i got the chance to look..
"ratusan ribu orang berkumpul di bundaran air mancur BI..membentuk kilauan cahaya dari pantulan lampu sepeda motor yang terjebak macet..
mendekati pukul 00:00, suasana semakin meriah..suara terompet makin bising.. luncuran kembang api seakan tidak ada habisnya.. malam pergantian tahun 2009 memang tidak disambut kembang api besar di monas.. namun gemerlap kembang api yang secara sporadis diluncurkan warga memenuhi langit jakarta yang malam itu cerah tidak berawan.."

happy new year everybody..